Susan Smith, the South Carolina woman who confessed to drowning her two children 30 years ago, was unanimously denied parole after she appeared before the board for the first time on Wednesday.
“I know what I did was horrible. And I would give anything if I could go back and change,” Smith, overcome with emotion, told the parole board via Zoom. “I love Michael and Alex with all my heart.”
On Oct. 25, 1994, Smith, then 23, strapped her sons — 3-year-old Michael and 14-month-old Alexander — into their car seats and let the car slide into a lake near her home.
At first, Smith lied to the police and said that a black man kidnapped him and kidnapped his son. Smith’s wife believed him, and the young man’s parents appeared on TV to plead with the suspect to bring the boy home.
On November 3, 1994, police confronted Susan Smith about her story, and she confessed to the murder.
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The board described how her case took resources away from the law enforcement community looking for her son. Asked what he would say to the respondents, Smith said, “I’m sorry that I did that.”
“I wish I could take it back, I really do,” Smith, now 53, said. “I didn’t lie to get away… I’m just scared. I don’t know how to tell the people who love him that he’ll never see him again.”
“I’m a Christian and God is a big part of my life. And I know he’s forgiven me,” Smith said.
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Susan Smith’s ex-husband, David Smith, was emotional as he asked the board to deny him parole.
“This was not a tragic mistake. … He deliberately set out to end his life,” he said, adding, “I never felt any remorse from him.”
“He was close enough to causing me to end my life because of the grief he brought me,” said David Smith.
So far, her ex-husband has devoted “15 years to each child,” she said. “It’s just not enough.”
David Smith’s current wife, Tiffany Smith, asked the board to keep Susan Smith in prison for life to give the family peace.
She said her husband couldn’t get out of bed for days because of the pain.
“Michael and Alex didn’t get a chance to live. They were forced to the death penalty,” he said.
Tommy Pope, the prosecutor in the case, also asked the board to deny parole, saying, “Susan is always focused on Susan.”
“Susan made a terrible and terrible choice to choose a man over her family,” Pope said. “If they can put David in the car, he’ll be there too.”
“For the crime committed … the punishment has not been meted out,” the Pope said.
At trial, prosecutors denied the young mother had had an affair and said her boyfriend broke up with her because of the children.
Susan Smith’s defense said she planned to kill herself with her children, but left the car at the last second.
The Pope noted on Wednesday that “he was not wet, he was not injured” when he ran for help.
Defense also focuses on mental health and childhood; Susan Smith’s stepfather testified that he abused her for years.
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Susan Smith was convicted but not sentenced to death and sentenced to life in prison.
He is eligible for a parole hearing every two years starting at age 30.
David Smith told the parole board Wednesday, “I’ll be here every two years going forward to make sure that death is not in vain.”
Susan Smith has faced disciplinary action several times in prison, including for sexual encounters with correctional officers, drug possession and for providing contact information for her family and ex-husband to documentary producers.
Susan Smith’s attorney, Tommy Thomas, told the parole board that this case is about “unaddressed mental health hazards.” He said Susan Smith suffered from undiagnosed depression after her second son was born.
Thomas insisted that he has no prior criminal history, and said that if he is released, he will live with his brother.
The Associated Press contributed to this report.
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